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Dismal

by Amayeta

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Descensum 01:51
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A letter from my long lost love I cannot hold back the tears as I finish reading How can this be? Where are you my love? How I long to see you again? I see the owl perched and suddenly I can feel his presence I turn my eyes to the owl. So breathtaking We lock eyes and I know I am looking at the one I love Goodbye my love
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Wraiths 07:08
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Character: Ghosts of my dreams lured me away from daylight In the cover of darkness I found daylight But I couldn't escape. They turned me away I am sorry for all the pain you will feel I'm sorry I am leaving you like this I hope to find my way back to you One day I will make it right Isolated for so long. The candle burned out  The night took me away. I was cloaked in the fog  And there I've stayed. Surrounded by wraiths They guide me away. But forever ill search for light Wraiths guide me away Goodbye my love
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Decision/Realization 08:32
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Character: One wraith approaches me Tells me that it's time It tells me Why they've brought me here Wraith: You must choose a path One of three Face the the darkness Within you Sadness and gloom Await you Towards the trees Follow me Character: The moon has appeared I follow, I see the forest paths. It explains Wraith: All lead to the fortress There you will face night within only choose one path The middle will show you your failures The left shows you what might have been The right will show your love in present day I warn you You won't like What you find No matter which you choose Character: Its an easy decision I choose to see my love again I miss her so Wraith: Very well We shall meet again You will see the owl He will guide you The rest of the way Beware of things in the dark This place is not safe Its unnatural Be on your way Character: I enter the forest I tremble I am so scared I'm crying Why did this happen? What must I do? I will try my best To get back to her ahead I see...an owl Owl: I see you've chosen to see your love in present day I will show you in the fog Character: I don't believe my eyes. Its my love She looks so happy. So beautiful. But wait, she's not alone. She's with another Someone who is not me. Who is he? Owl: She had to move on. You disappeared. You see...time works differently here. It's been years. Its unlikely you'll see her again. Time to let go. You're purpose here, is to find yourself Character: I don't believe what I see My love has forgotten about me My heart turns black and cold Please...show me no more The pain is so much to bear How could she do this to me Even though I will always care I have to let you go I must move on And let you go Time to move on
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Lost Love 06:33
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Character: I've lost the way I don't know where you are I cannot feel I see nothing now Owl: We are all told, what this life is meant for  All that we are, is everything we fight for  Character: Such is love, once beautiful then longing for  Life is lost, show us what we are living for Moon is my light The stars will guide my way I hold you deep Forever shattered heart Owl: Trust in this life, we choose our own destiny All we can do is fight, for love and all it's meant to be  All we have known, is nothing that it's told to be.  Hold on to your faith, as it leads you to your day  Character: I don't know why this life, throws us these fights  I tried to keep you in my life.  You had your mind set on lies, your love fell through our times Right in front of my own eyes  Please believe me when I say, my life will never be the same All that remains, is pain  I'm lost I've never had a love Like yours Now my heart is cold and sore I'll never forget before Lost Love  How could you this to us Our memories lost in the dust Your ideals were your own must Lost love  Now I don't know what to do My love fell through the sky with you I'll never forget you Lost love 
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Sleep 05:57
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Viridian Forest 07:17
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Character: I am lost In this forest I long for home Why cant I go? I must walk To the fortress Confusing thoughts Are all I have Owl: I know this hurts you so Soon you will understand The reason why you're here Your reason and purpose Have meaning Soon you will understand Owl: Follow me through viridian We must move on And follow the fortress path Character: I will do anything Just to see her again One last time Owl: Let the moon guide you Let it into your heart soon it will change you Don’t be afraid Character: The moon it Shines on me So very cold The owl guides me Through the viridian trees Am I lost Or am I where I’m supposed to be I have no choice I must follow the owl Memories of her Keep me going I will do anything Just to see her one last time The path is ending I see the fortress The owl tells me to open The door and enter I’ve never felt such fright I’ve never felt so afraid What must I do? There’s no one here My love is not here
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Fantasmas 06:42
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Character: As I open the fortress door I am greeted by the wraith holding a lantern The flame is blinding He speaks… Wraith: "I see you've defeated the beast Now comes your next trial” Character: He points towards the dark Then suddenly, different colored eyes appear with no bodies All I see is those haunting eyes locked with mine He finishes, Wraith: "in order to move forward, you must face your inner scars You must face las fantasmas” Wraiths: We are the ones who haunt you  Infecting your thoughts and mind We will possess you You shall be ours Character: I've never felt so afraid As they start to surround me Their presence is cold Planning to capture my soul I have no choice. I must fight again I fear these evil eyes They can try and take over me But they won't reach my heart Wraiths: You won't defeat us  We are an ancient evil Look inside of yourself We are you Character: My body trembling I feel the freezing in my blood All in my own mind These ghosts are that of my own I feel them Infecting my body and blood They are me I can feel their memories I've tried to forget these things They're showing me in my mind I'm not evil not a hideous creature There's good inside me There is love in my heart Do your worst Let the battle begin They try and possess me But my heart prevails I rid all of their filth out of me Leave this place I see all their colored eyes Disappearing through the walls I turn to the owl and ask, 15 what happens now? Owl: You seem distraught Why have you entered this place The owl spoke once Don’t bargain your own life Don’t give into the wrath of temptation The wraith will explain the rest Only be patient
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B 02:36
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Pareidolia 05:13
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Character: Ghosts have faces of those I used to know Those who are inanimate to me Pareidolia They never really knew me They are all nothing to me You are all just a fog An abstract image Clinging onto me Like a parasite You're just an infection Trying to poison my mind I won't let it happen again I exhale you from my mind You never suffered You never crawled Like me When I was at the bottom of the pit screaming In the darkness wrapped in unspeakable pain For having been denied for all that was Rightfully mine Where were you? No where to be found Not a part of my life I've buried the ghosts but you can't kill evil It doesn't die like a man does It just rests awhile If I fall promise me you'll leave me behind. I never want to be found I never needed your hand
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Monstruo 07:25
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Wraith: This is your final test Character: All the colored eyes Go into a beastly figure It awakens and looks at me I can see it wants to attack me I battle this thing It's clawing away at me I must survive Do your worst monstruo I am determined to see her I will not lose this fight I must prevail I hope that she has not forgotten me BEAST: No you will not win I am all that is you I know your every thought Character: Oh I am wounded But I've bled before I will beat you I'll do it for myself With all my strength I strike this beast Again and again I'll do it for the love I have for her It bleeds It weakens It falls to the ground Suddenly I see It's face More clearly It's all of my evil All of my darkness This thing is me
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Last Look 02:24
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Wraiths: You have surpassed expectations and finished your trials You have looked deep within yourself and conquered your ghosts Now you shall start to transform and become one of us a wraith. We shall grant you one last look at your love Look to the fog There isn't much time left Write a letter to the one you love and the owl shall bestow it upon her Through the owl will you see her one last time
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Dismal 18:55
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released October 31, 2022

Michael Salazar & Alex Hernandez

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